http://chaos.misteryosa.com Because I love oxyMORON Sun, 30 Mar 2008 02:23:19 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en I'm reviving this blog of mine. I think I need an outlet yet again for my random thoughts. Gawd, I wanna kill Misteryosa.com. Seriously. http://chaos.misteryosa.com/2008/03/30/and-so/ I can't post an entry on Misteryosa.com :( http://chaos.misteryosa.com/2008/01/20/something-must-be-wrong/ It was a quick talk. I did most of the talking, of course, although I must admit that I really was at loss for words then. First thing she asked me was if I lost weight when I took the medicines she prescribed the last time. But I, having researched ... http://chaos.misteryosa.com/2007/12/30/a-visit-to-the-shrink-boyfriend-religion/ A new post at Trichster. I'm making it a habit to post something there everyday. It seems to help a lot unburdening myself with my self-inflicted frustrations. It lessens the stress a lot. I can't believe I didn't do it earlier. Although I bought the domain a couple of weeks ago, ... http://chaos.misteryosa.com/2007/12/12/my-self-inflicted-frustrations/ I feel better now. I do. Really. So...Aside from buying 30+ second-hand paperbacks and mall hopping the past couple of days with my brother, I've also been "taking care" of my brother. He's now in an informal home study program, and I'm his, well, "teacher." SAAQC is playing safe with the ... http://chaos.misteryosa.com/2007/12/12/a-painful-stage/ Wrote my first entry today because of the relapse. I need some time for myself. More time. http://chaos.misteryosa.com/2007/12/12/trichster/ No fun taking P200 pills to keep myself sane. But I think they're actually working. Who knows? I've only been in it for a day. Probably the reason why I haven't been able to go online for 2 days. http://chaos.misteryosa.com/2007/11/26/im-on-medication/ That's what I'm feeling right now. I haven't been receiving decent support from my bank, and now they're just really getting into my nerves. No, it's not because I've gotten used to the semi-royal treatment from the other bank, where I only have to say the word and it happens. This ... http://chaos.misteryosa.com/2007/11/23/royally-pissed-off/ Mom keeps asking me if I could last till Friday or Saturday. Maybe. Maybe not. I don't know. All I know is that I want to get better. I feel so guilty because I seem to bring more disappointment to my family than pride. I may be considered the "smartest," but I hell am ... http://chaos.misteryosa.com/2007/11/22/will-i-last-that-long/ Just got home from my brother's school. Apparently, he was running around the school, talking with himself. School wouldn't let him go home so I had to pick him up. I'm disliking the guidance counselor more and more every freaking day. She may be a pretty woman in the conventional sense, ... http://chaos.misteryosa.com/2007/11/21/my-brother-has-imaginary-friends/